I'm Not Crying. Your Not Crying, Are You?

I wanted to believe in all the words that I was speaking
As we moved together in the dark
And all the friends that I was telling
And all the playful misspellings
And every bite I gave you left a mark

Tiny vessels oozed into your neck
And formed the bruises
That you said you didn't want to fade
But they did and so did I that day

All I see are dark grey clouds
In the distance moving closer with every hour
So when you ask "was something wrong?"
I think "you're damn right there is but we can't talk about it now.
No, we can't talk about it now."

So one last touch and then you'll go
And we'll pretend that it meant something so much more
But it was vile, and it was cheap
And you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me
Yeah you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me


Road trip to Denver had such a lovely time, to bad it's over haha.

Time for something new because you're just an empty brown box with nothing to say. And yea I'm still here not waiting for my life to happen, not making any future plans.. but all this time you didnt have any plans for us did you? I know that I was the one who wanted an out, but is it wrong for me to hope you miss me? I can't really say, I can't really say.