Kinda Back

I wish I could find the right words to say to you… But I don’t know if I ever can. I just keep choking back the words I need to say, and your critical stare doesn’t help. Please just see what I did was what I wanted to do… and He makes me feel alive.

Kinda moved on to tumblr

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October

My friend Chelsea moved in with me, I got a Tattoo, I'm a model in a calendar with Chelsea :) hints the zombie make up ;p (which Chels did by the way), Made Max pajamas for my halloween costume, got really wasted at a halloween party and kissed a garden gnome (who was pretty cute by the way), lots and lots of Adventure Time and Horror movies, Dressed up as David Bowie from the Labyrinth and met a boy who can actually do the ball magic trick, read Slaughter House-Five and loved it!, went to alot of halloween partys and dressed up diffrently to each one, and went trick or treating. Over all a great October.

I'm Not Crying. Your Not Crying, Are You?

I wanted to believe in all the words that I was speaking
As we moved together in the dark
And all the friends that I was telling
And all the playful misspellings
And every bite I gave you left a mark

Tiny vessels oozed into your neck
And formed the bruises
That you said you didn't want to fade
But they did and so did I that day

All I see are dark grey clouds
In the distance moving closer with every hour
So when you ask "was something wrong?"
I think "you're damn right there is but we can't talk about it now.
No, we can't talk about it now."

So one last touch and then you'll go
And we'll pretend that it meant something so much more
But it was vile, and it was cheap
And you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me
Yeah you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me


Road trip to Denver had such a lovely time, to bad it's over haha.

Time for something new because you're just an empty brown box with nothing to say. And yea I'm still here not waiting for my life to happen, not making any future plans.. but all this time you didnt have any plans for us did you? I know that I was the one who wanted an out, but is it wrong for me to hope you miss me? I can't really say, I can't really say.

  

It's been awhile

It's been awhile so heres a little update on my life...

My sister and I went to Washington DC

Mmm a great bunch of memorys...

Eating Squagels, riding dragon horses, getting yelled at, drinking tons of coffee, getting lost, going to the zoo, eating great food, seeing beautiful sights, meeting wonderful people, riding the subway, going and doing silly tourist things with you <3